Been drinking like a fish all week and from all good drinking sessions comes the opportunity to meet more men and so like a tourist in The Hawley arms I pulled a sound engineer last night, he was very drunk but had these wild sexy eyes and all I could think of was ripping his clothes off and fucking his brains out. Then he made the stupid mistake of saying he was going to the shop to get cigarettes and would I still be there when he got back, I told him to take my number. He whips out  his phone and his screen saver is a picture of his girlfriend and he has four messages from Alice! I flipped, men seem to think I’m this fantasy girl who they can cheat on their girlfriends with. I may be hot but I want a man that is interested in what I have to say not to play out some fantasy with. Anyway he spent the night following me around like a wounded puppy, I did consider going home with him but I realised i would only be condoning his behaviour and letting him disrespect not just his girlfriend but myself too and I deserve more than that!