So how have I managed to not write a single entry in a month. I’ve been busy holidays, etc, that Alice story is at least three weeks old.

So I’m still on a man roll, although my age-dar was out on Saturday night when I kissed a guy I thought was about 27/28 turns out he’s 24!! We did go on a date on Sunday evening and he was nice and sweet, but thinking about it now, I don’t think I have any desire to jump his bones (boner), actually I could possibly break them! I said I would go out with him tomorrow night and I will. I think practice makes perfect and sure I can now be the perfect first date and second and third but oh wait, sure when did it last go past that???? I haven’t had a boyfriend in over 4 years! Fuck, well at least I have been getting laid sporadically!!

I’ve another date tonight, some random guy I got talking to around Brick Lane a few weeks ago, I can barely remember what he looks like and I don’t recall fancying him. If I say yes to every date I get asked on then surely the right date will come along?

Been drinking like a fish all week and from all good drinking sessions comes the opportunity to meet more men and so like a tourist in The Hawley arms I pulled a sound engineer last night, he was very drunk but had these wild sexy eyes and all I could think of was ripping his clothes off and fucking his brains out. Then he made the stupid mistake of saying he was going to the shop to get cigarettes and would I still be there when he got back, I told him to take my number. He whips out  his phone and his screen saver is a picture of his girlfriend and he has four messages from Alice! I flipped, men seem to think I’m this fantasy girl who they can cheat on their girlfriends with. I may be hot but I want a man that is interested in what I have to say not to play out some fantasy with. Anyway he spent the night following me around like a wounded puppy, I did consider going home with him but I realised i would only be condoning his behaviour and letting him disrespect not just his girlfriend but myself too and I deserve more than that!